What a day

When I finally get ok with everything, he goes and does something else to piss me off! Though this time I didn't let it ruin my day. I was actually able to laugh about the fact that she is so insecure, that it is apparently not okay for matthew to be around me for 10 minutes to pick up his daughter, without her being on the phone the whole time.

Today besides all of that, was a simple day, I baked some valentine's day cookies. I am trying to find the perfect sugar cookie recipe for Chloes 1st Birthday part which will be here in a little over 3 months. This recipe was okay, I didn't like that they didn't rise, but they stayed soft and I was thrilled that I was actually able to roll the dough and use cookie cutters!

I cut up my vegetables for part of the week. One of my new years resolutions Every.Single. Year is to lose weight. This year, I have a crap ton of stuff going on, but damnit I have to do something. I couldn't even imagine trying to go on a date, with the way I feel about myself. It is finally time to love me, and do the things that I need and /or want to do. Guys can wait!

Today is the 2nd day in a row chloe has gone to bed before 10, which gives me hope that maybe, just maybe I can get us on a routine, which is too include daily exercising for me! Which brings me to my next thing...I am SO beyond ready for spring! I feel like I'm trapped in this house with the cold and snow. I want my flip flops, evening walks, and playful park trips!

I am looking forward to our future...Me and Chloe!