Feeling good

I have felt better today, then I have in a long time. For the first time, I wasn't completely wrapped up in my thoughts of the last 2.5 months. 2.5 months...thats it, on the one hand it seems soo long and yet I remember it as clear as yesterday.

I was able to get things accomplished that I had just pushed off to the backburner. Lets face it, when it seems as though your whole world has crashed, you are not as worried about the toys on the floor, or the toothepaste in the sink. Disgusting? Yes. Reality. Yes. Pitiful? Pretty much. Lol.

I was able to get some cleaning done, some relaxing, and some 'me' time all in one day! It felt awsome. I hope to be more like the old me...the me that accomplished things, and took pride in her home being cleaned, and doing the things that I needed to do.

I have a lot planned for this year, and I will get it all done, or at least started!! Though I have also learned not to stress out, or think about things as much. No matter how many ways I try to plan something, it's never going to happen 100% to that plan. So I will have a general idea, and go with the flow.

You have to live one day at a time...